August 22, 2011

The Big Uno: Part 2


Isn't that the CUTEST face you have ever seen?!? We had a fun time at our house for the party. Torbin loved the decorations and all the presents. Of course it was like any baby's birthday and he was more interested in the tv, or the wrapping paper than the gifts most of the time, but in the end he was excited about all of them! Thanks again family, you're the best!

Hey Ladies!! ;)

Torbin is our little monkey. He loves monkey, especially Curious George, so we had a monkey kind of party!! Here are the cakes, made by Anna.

Part of the decor.

Torbin got lots of books. He LOVES to read! He lounges right in and listens away. He really loves reading with his Daddy! He also got lots of socks, which he needed. Books and socks... yeah, we live exciting lives! :)

Of course, he also got a lot of clothes! This was his favorite outfit! He modeled it and posed for all the pics. He was so excited and wouldn't put it down for the longest time. We didn't get a pic of all the cute clothes because of the craziness of the night. But he will be the best dressed boy on the block that's for sure!


He was very proper as he started eating his cake. He took little bites and didn't put too much in his mouth at one time. He gradually warmed up to playing with the cake and enjoyed eating it too. But I'm pretty sure more cake was on the ground and in his high chair than in his stomach.

He wanted to share with Aunt Brittany too. She got a lovely chocolate mark on her arm. He just held her there for a few minutes. Yep, there he goes being sweet again!

Cleaning up the chocolate goatee. I guess he was trying to be cool like his uncles with facial hair.

Enjoying one of his new big boy toys! He can stand and push buttons! He'll have so much fun playing with his new toys! Mom and Dad may need earplugs... but Torbin will love it.


I read about this fun tradition in the Ensign, where the babies on their 1st birthday are to choose between a bottle, scriptures, money, and a toy. As they choose an object it will help forsee the kind of life the child will have. At first Torbin was all excited and we thought the decision would be easy, but he just stops and looks at them... with some help from Daddy he chooses one for a second and then sprawls out in front of all of them. :) We're still not sure what that will mean in his life, but it'll be fun to look back on. Yay for new traditions!

The Big Uno: part 1



Our little Torbin turned 1 today!!! We can hardly believe it. The past year has gone very fast!!! He is the sweetest boy and we love him SO much! Who knew we'd be so obsessed with such a little man?!? We had a fun weekend celebrating. We went to Farm Country at Thanksgiving Point with Kolby and Cami since they couldn't come down for his actual day. And then today had both sides of the family over for cake and ice cream. Here are a whole bunch of pictures of our adventures with Torbin for his big birthday! :) (Special shout out to the siblings out of town who give us motivation to be better bloggers. Loves. And a special THANKS for all the wonderful gifts!)
Looking at the chics and ducklings.
P.S. Thanks to the Beckstrands for the cute birthday outfit!


Torbin loved to feed the goats! He just giggled when they would lick his hands. SO cute!

On the wagon ride. Our cute little family,

Hair do from Aunt Cami

He LOVED the pony ride!! Half the time he looked like he was practicing to be a rodeo rider!

Ah, I just love these handsome boys!!!

Cute Kolby and Cami with their favorite nephew! ;)

Snugglin with Kolby at lunch! He's such a sweetheart!!!

.... stay tuned, there's more to come!




July 31, 2011

Busy Summer



It's my goal to blog at least once a month... so it's 10:15 on July 31... I'm that awesome. :) It has been a crazy busy summer in the Bay house that's for sure! But it's been fun. Here's a little of what we did...
* Attended with Ween-o-Rama and Torbin wore his Ween-o-Onesie!
* Celebrated Father's Day!! I made my boys matching ties and as you can see below, they are very handsome!
* Celebrated Brynn's and Papa Frank's birthdays
* Went to St. George over the 4th of July with my parents and grandparents.
* Jon and I celebrated 2 wonderful years of being married!! The best 2 years by far! I love my hubby!!!
* Planned and executed a successful girl's camp.
* Finished our basement.
* Had friends and family over for dinner.
* Met new friends/future family members. :)
* Attended a few Real Salt Lake games.
* Lost Grandma Blodgett, but loving the legacy she left behind.
* Shook the prophet's hand. And he played with Torbin for a min. So Cute!!
* Watched family move away... the Beckstrands to Tennessee and Tom and Laura to Arizona. We miss you already.
* Jon and I went to Youth Conference. It's still weird to be the leaders...
* Replaced a water heater, and our gas range.
* Had fun being busy and stressed, but it all worked out in the end.
Yeah, our life is a little crazy, but we love it because we get to live it together!!!

June 8, 2011

Still In the Arms of God

You never think things like this will happen to your family. You hear of it, and you fear it with your own children, but it's not something that seems real until it hits your family. And it hits hard. My brother and sister-in-law were expecting a baby girl in June. But the baby was stillborn on May 22. No one knows what happened, she was fine just a few days before as the doctors ran a bunch of tests, but she was too perfect to stay with us. They named their angel baby Makayla, which means "who is like God." A very fitting name.

Nothing can make this right, or bring Makayla back, but we have found comfort in the Plan of Salvation, knowing that she will be with her parents and brother forever. There have also been many people placed in our path that have been through the same thing, or that can offer the help we need. We know that Heavenly Father was taking care of her, and of us, there's no other explanation for the way things worked out.

I wish I could put my thoughts and feelings into better words, but nothing seems to fit right now, but at the same time I want to say something and share the picture and lyrics...

Jon's family has experienced loss as well, and when his cousin died after fighting cancer they had a picture of Christ hugging him drawn. It's a beautiful drawing and one of my first thoughts when we heard the sad news was that we needed something similar. Jon mentioned the thought at work to the right person who knew the right person who happened to be an artist. We sent him the pictures of Makayla that were taken by "Now I Lay Me Down to Sleep" at the hospital and he gave us the amazing drawing above.

While on my mission a friend sent me a CD with mission songs, and then a song about a stillborn baby was the last track. It's a beautiful song, but I never thought I would have such a connection to it. I included the lyrics because knowing that Makayla. is "still in the arms of God" is the only thing that really helps.

As I look at my own sleeping baby I'm overwhelmed with how blessed we are. We are so lucky to have him with us. Nothing I feel can compare to my brother and his family, but they have our love and support. And we have the plan that will make it ok.... eventually.

"Born Still in the Arms of God"
Written by Michael Hicks and Tammy Robins

Your daddy and I knew that you'd be a girl
You'd probably sing grow blond hair with curls
And twirl all around as the princess you are

But the day came too soon and in a hospital room
The word that I feared, was the word that I heard
I prayed and I mourned, for my princess still born

Now my heart has learned, the truth of that word
Born still, in the arms of God
Resting now, midst a royal applaud
You will dance, you will sing about heavenly things
Born still in the arms of God

Now the task is to place a name with the face
Now resting so perfectly
You have the prize won, through the life of the son
A name divine, Celestial is thine

Born still, in the arms of God
Resting now, midst a royal applaud
You will dance, you will sing, about heavenly things
Born still in the arms of God

Born still...

MAKAYLA is still in the arms of God

Here are the websites we have been directed to.
http://www.nowilaymedowntosleep.org/
http://www.angelbabiesinfo.com/
http://pinwheelsfromheaven.blogspot.com/

May 28, 2011

Mother's Day!

































I'm not going to lie, I still think it's kinda weird that I'm a mother, and that "Mother's Day" is now for me and not just my mom and grandma, but I love every minute of it. :) Torbin's smiles and snuggles are the best in the world. He melts my heart! He also breaks my heart when he's sick, or sad. But I love being the one to be able to comfort him.
So, for Mother's Day, to treat myself, but also the grandmas, we decided family pictures were in order. We went to Foto Fly and had a great experience. Here's a few of our cute family!

April 22, 2011

He Is Risen

Jon and I had the amazing opportunity to go to Jerusalem last February as we were visiting friends in Jordan. We were only there for one day, but it was a day we will not soon forget. Our friends couldn't come with us, so we hired a guide who gave us a personalized tour of the city. We learned a lot and saw the sights that we have always read about. It seems like a dream that we were ever really there, but every once in awhile we are reminded...

As I was reading the article "The Purifying Power of Gethsemane" by Bruce R. McConkie in this last Ensign I was again brought back to our experience in Jerusalem. More specifically, in reading his testimony I was taken back to the Garden Tomb and the sign on the door... "He is not here- For He is Risen". Many people go to Jerusalem expecting to gain a testimony, but that didn't happen for us; we went with a testimony. Everything we saw just confirmed what we already knew. But as much as I try, my words just don't say it right, so here are Elder McConkie's words:

"I feel, and the Spirit seems to accord, that the most important doctrine I can declare, and the most powerful testimony I can bear, is of the atoning sacrifice of the Lord Jesus Christ.

And now, as pertaining to this perfect Atonement, wrought by the shedding of the blood of God—I testify that it took place in Gethsemane and at Golgotha, and as pertaining to Jesus Christ, I testify that He is the Son of the living God and was crucified for the sins of the world. He is our Lord, our God, and our King. This I know of myself, independent of any other person.

I am one of His witnesses, and in a coming day I shall feel the nail marks in His hands and in His feet and shall wet His feet with my tears. But I shall not know any better then than I know now that He is God’s Almighty Son, that He is our Savior and Redeemer, and that salvation comes in and through His atoning blood and in no other way."

We did not know any better as we were standing in Gesthemane, or the Garden Tomb, than we knew before, that Jesus is the Christ. For our new Easter decoration for the year I put together the picture above to remember the real reason for the season. Most of the pictures were taken by us on that amazing day in Jerusalem. As we walked from site to site we were surprised at how close everything was. From Gethsemane to Golgatha is about 1 mile, and in this picture 10 inches.

Gethsemane was one of our first stops, and my favorite. As soon as we walked into the garden I was overcome with emotion. I couldn't put words to it then because there was so much to take in. But I know that the emotion I was overcome with was gratitude for what Christ did for us in that very garden. I have no concept of how much he had to endure, but I know part of it was for me. Next to the garden is a church called the "Church of All Nations". No talking is allowed inside which was a perfect place for the Spirit to talk to me and help me understand the magnitude of what happened there. Christ took the sins of the world upon him, and "he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.". (Isaiah 53:5)

We next went across the valley to the church of St. Peter in Gallicantu. This is where Christ was taken, the high priest's house, and denied by Peter. Outside there are old worn stairs that lead from the valley into the city. These stairs are called the Mercy Steps, they are the steps that Jesus was lead up as a prisoner to meet his judgment and eventual death. He was lead through the city where he met with Pilate and other officials. Where he was beaten and given a cross to carry to the place where he would die.

Golgatha stands on the opposite side of the city. Outside the walls of Jerusalem, and now close to a bus station. This is where a cross was hung, bearing Jesus Christ, King of the Jews. It is also where he gave up the ghost completing the painful part of the atonement. In the rock you can see the face of a man which is why it is called the place of the skull.

Just around the corner, it seemed like less than 100 yards away, lays an empty tomb. Once owned by Joseph of Arimathea, and once occupied briefly by Jesus Christ. I was shocked at how close the tomb was to Golgatha. Also how close two major events of the Atonement happened. One being so sad, and one being SO triumphant. The garden is run by an Christian association, because of this our personal guide stayed outside the walls and we were put into a group of other tourists. Luckily for me we were placed with a Southern Baptist guide with a group of that included many Baptists. (This reminded me of my mission and how much people get excited about Christ). As we were all going in and out of the tomb this group of Christians broke out into song. I remember just smiling! Not only because of how Southern it seemed to me, but because they were singing the truth "Angels came down from glory, and rolled the stone away!" I was happy because I KNOW that Christ did not stay in that tomb very long. He rose that 3rd day to complete with glory the Atonement that saves us all.

We were lucky enough to go to Jerusalem and see with our own eyes the Holy Land. We walked where Christ and so many prophets have walked. But we didn't know any better then. We have always known. And with this Easter season I hope you KNOW, and REMEMBER all that Christ has done for you.




If you would like this picture, please take it, or I'll e-mail you the attachment. I would love to share my joy of Easter with you.

March 30, 2011

NYC

After choreographing for "Annie" the last 2 summers I can't seem to get the song "NYC" out of my head!!! This has been annoying on many occasions, but in March it was pretty fun. The Dance Co. at West Jordan has been planning a trip to NYC all year, so when I got the job as the new advisor, I was required to go, all expense paid. :) I was ok with that! There ended up being an extra ticket because a girl had to back out and there was no refunds, so Jon got to come with me!!!  It was SO fun, and so stressful at the same time. I'm glad Jon came so he could help keep my stress in check, and so we got some alone time that hasn't happened really since Torbin was born. But the best thing is that we had 6 moms so we didn't have to worry about the girls at night, so we slept through the WHOLE night!!!! YAY! Sleep! It was awesome. Here are a few highlights from out NYC adventures...

Just arrived in NYC- the girls were giddy, and I was relieved to at least have gotten everyone there safe! :)


We were lucky enough to have 4 girls who wanted to go to the temple at 5:00 AM on Saturday morning. Jon was able to confirm us all and it was great. I was so proud of those girls!! There is hope for the future after all. ;)

WICKED on Broadway!!! SO much better than when we saw it in Salt Lake!! It was AMAZING! We also got to do a "Behind the Emerald Curtain" tour which was pretty cool. After the tour we talked to the hosts for 30 min and he told the girls all about life and how you have to have balance or you'll loose sight of what's important.

The BEST view coming out of the Subway!!

Of course the girls had to dance on the Subway. :) They were so fun. They loved everything, and wanted to shop all day everyday! Their energy was exhausting, but a lot of fun.

Rainy day of sight seeing... we wanted to see Ellis Island, but were too late :( so we just took the boat around the Statue of Liberty. It was freezing and really wet. After wards we went to Ground Zero.

Afro-Caribbean Class at Alvin Ailey!!!! I feel like a real dancer now that I've danced in New York.

Carriage Ride in Central Park with some Moms.

Riding in a cab!!!


We missed our baby like crazy and it was SO good to see him at the airport!! But it was also nice to get away for a few days and have a nice 2nd honeymoon... with 14 girls, and 6 moms. :)